the RESULT OF MY STUDY-LIFE:)

AHNYEONG HASEYO! haha, dah cakap korea pulak aku ni:) spEAking in many different language can be an advantage for us to further our study. it's REALLLLYYY a good thing BUT I don't have any certificate that saying I know korean language:) what to do. the class that had korean language teaching is tooooo far from my house. so, let's learn through INTERNET. kekeke.


so, blah blah blah. . 21/03 is the date when my heart and all Form5 beats super fast. the RESULT IS COMINGGGGG OUT! huhhhhh~ but, that day my heart is calmer than during the day I took  my PMR result. maybe I used to felt that way before. what to do. . it was the day that I cry more than ever(I think). the moment I start crying when I saw my friend with straight A. my eyes were watery when saw the slip that she hold. AZWA, you make me cry T^T! haha, I know that slip isn't written my name on it but I feel happy for her. TOO MUCH HAPPINESSS!


my turn to take it. with my eyes start watery and I became way too nervous and started to do something stupid like jumping around in front the counter. hehe =.=" I can't control myself when nervy. after singning the school leaving certificate and other paper, my teacher, CIK BALQIS, hand-over that half A4 paper to me. quickly, I turn over without seeing the result. my chemistry teacher congratulate me with my chemist result. I thank my teacher (I don't know why) and run away. with my eyes close, I flipped over that slip. little by little I opened my eyes. it's nerve-recking! 


finally, with all guts I opened my eyes. not bad actually yet there is one thing that really make me upset. way too sadddd. my friend came to me and sit besides me. I look over her slip. congratulation! weeeehehe. then, I dialled up my mom's number and declare my result with tears. she says 'okayh le tu.dah jangan nangis.' then, suddenly I saw my dad. I stand up and went to hug him. showing my result to him and he just comforting me. and, thanks that foe lending your shirt to weep my tears away:D actually I don't really know what my feeling on that day. it was all mixed up.


anyway, I would like to thank to all my school and tuition teachers. all your teaching are really worthy for me to used up during the exam. SEONSAENGNIM GOMAWOYO, neomu gomawoyo:) even there is some regrets mark in my heart but it worthfull with all my hard work. and also to my friends thank you. you give me strength and wake me from day dreaming. hehe, we all have good time in school. I hope you all do not forget me when we all further our study all over the globe:) never forget this hyperactive girl. see you outside, friends:D SEE YA LATER \>.</

-duraDRAMA-

LONG TIME NO SEE!

after awhile, I didn't post anything new in this blog of mine. keroooo~ haha, I'm kinda busy feeling nervous about my result that would come out just around the corner. OMG! huhhh, cool down and get a good grief DURA! 


recently, my emotion kinda not in a stable mood. you know la, girls:D so, while watching a video of a campaign made by INFINITE , L my bias, is an actor in that video. seeing him tearing up in that video campaign, my heart broken and all my tears rolls down on my cheeks. it was 1.30 a.m! and I was crying like hell in my room. and I supposed to close the video and just go to sleep to forget about this thing. BUT! I keep hittin' repeat, peat, peat . . . . haha:) about 3 to 4 times I watched that video on the same day.

this is the video!

and as you know (for those who has read my previou post about my crush), I try to confess my true feeling to him. in the end, I didn't know whether he understand what I try to tell him. I supposed call him to tell about this 'important' thing but due to low income I just can give him 3-page of message:D WHATEVER! after confess averything to him, I'm feel more relief. I don't know why. it supposed to be nerve-recking because I didn't know what answer would he give me, right?


the next day, he reply my message. and all sudden, I feel nervous. at first, I hesitate to see the text. bt, with THE POWER OF MY BRAVERY I open the message. I think he didn't get what I try to tell him. what the. . . so in the end, we both just keep our 'FRIENDSHIP'. nothing happened so far between me and him. hahaha:D what a funny moment. it's all happened because I followed my heart without asking my brain first:P 


my advice, calling is better than texting. so, all your ideas that you try to tell can be understood by other people:D

-duraDRAMA-